The Long Road of Blog
“It’s as though I were living at last in my eyes, as I have always dreamed of doing, and I think then I know why I’ve come here: to see, and so to go out against new things—oh god how easily—like air in a breeze. It’s true there are moments—foolish moments, ecstasy on a tree stump—when I’m all but gone, scattered I like to think like seed…”
William Gass, In the Heart of the Heart of the Country
Saying I Love You in the Church of Sunday
Perhaps what will save us is the sound of our own voices crying out, Thank you, thank you, thank you, and What do you most need?
Love is the Experience of Infinity
If you think of yourself as a tree, so much of you is the trunk, solid and full of life. When you breathe into that place, you go from earth to the heavens. You are a conduit of energy, a link to infinity, love.
Guest Blog Post by Michelle Madden: What I Need to Not Take a Klonopin
One freaking hour of peace each day.
Throwing Yourself 100% into Your Dharma and Pulling the Battery Out of the Clock
The question is not Am I good enough? The question is Am I in 100%?
The Stinkhole of Story or the Stupid Goggles that Come with Relinquishment/Adoption
It occurred to me (yet again) today that I have these stupid stories that act as minefields or quicksand in my brain and if I misstep, there I go, into Fucked Land where I’m invisible, stupid, worthless, and ready to eat a pan or warm brownies with a shovel.
The Breathing Exercise that Changed My Life. Thank you, John Amaral!
Imagine loving EVERYTHING in the universe and beyond! Imagine saying YES to your life, to all life.
The Orphan, The Gut, The Freeze Response, The Big No, and The Most Excellent Bookstore
What if each adopted person wrote the children’s book they wished they’d had when they were small? What if we flooded the market with books for adoptive parents to choose from? What if adopted kids could go into bookstores that had hundreds of books to choose from that talked about what it was like to be adopted?
The Glass Ceiling of Joyful Embodiment
I listen and I listen and I listen and what I hear over and over again, in my head and out in the world is I’m not interested in having all my dreams come true. In fact, I don’t even want to talk about them because the truth is I forgot what they were a long time ago. I want to tell you what is bothering me. I want to tell you all the things that are wrong.
Feeling Yourself Up (and Down) on Valentine's Day
In massage school, we used to play with energy.