The Long Road of Blog
“It’s as though I were living at last in my eyes, as I have always dreamed of doing, and I think then I know why I’ve come here: to see, and so to go out against new things—oh god how easily—like air in a breeze. It’s true there are moments—foolish moments, ecstasy on a tree stump—when I’m all but gone, scattered I like to think like seed…”
William Gass, In the Heart of the Heart of the Country
What Having My First Mother on My Screensaver Changed For Me
What did I benefit from being such a harsh critic about my mother?
How to (Not) Save a Clam
The other day I went to Mac’s Provincetown Market, and I bought a bag of steamers and four Wellfleet oysters.
How the Body Feels about Writing Your Story
I like to get jacked up in the morning before I write. If I have to sit on my butt and stare at a screen, at least I can get shot out of a canon first. An iced Americano, my new dose of Wellbutrin, and a walk in the windy cold by the ocean is doing the trick these days.
The Recipe for Stuffed Salad
I have been in Provincetown for almost six weeks now and instead of the head of the book I came here to write crowning, it seems to be in full embryo mode, and I feel roughly three months pregnant.
The Dust Mote Meditation
I had such a nice time thing morning being a dust mote. I thought I would share what I imagined with you so you could be a dust mote, too, if that feels like a good idea.
Dam that Wall — Guest Post #2 by Sherry Espinosa
Sherry does not write using pen and paper or a computer because that is too hard on her hands. She speaks her writing, and it’s some of my favorite work around.
Adoption, Coming Out of the Fog, the Valley of Suck, Doorways of Possibility
For the last few years I’ve felt as if I was in some new stage of adoptee life, only I didn’t know what it was. It felt a little like aging woman driving towards a wall with not much hope in her heart. No wonder I wasn’t dating!
Why I Now Have a Photo of My Original Mother on My Screen Saver
I had dinner the other night with an adoptive mom, and when she talked about talking her kids back to their country of origin and spoke of their first moms, I tried to check out as much as possible.
Living Deliberately
When I was near the end of my time teaching writing at San José State, I had my students, Spartans all, memorize a paragraph from Thoreau’s Walden
Adoption Agency — A 7-Month Experiment in Community
If you create space for blessings in your life, what then is not possible?
Write or Die 2.0
I invented Write or Die almost ten years ago when I needed money for food.
Being a 60-Year-Old Adopted Person at Low Tide
I have had the sense the last few years that my body, my life, is thinning and the truth of things, of myself, are more transparent to me.